Tonight my sister and I got in an argument over a stupid plate. She told me about times I hurt her feelings and how she feels like I don’t care about how anyone feels. This broke me and I started to cry, the thought of anyone seeing me cry scares the shit out of me, so I went upstairs so nobody would see it. Knowing that she feels like that makes want to cut my wrists open and just let myself bleed out. I feel like I’ll never be forgiven because I can’t handle expressing my own emotions verbally, so I’ll never be able to really explain how I feel and apologize without sounding like I don’t mean it. I know I most likely won’t kill myself because I’m strong and have been through worse depression in the past but the feeling is almost overwhelming and I just want to do something reckless to hurt myself. I wish I was normal.
dont hurt yourself… please…