I am 40yr old guy and iv been with my gf for 13 years. I have no urge to marry her because I hate what I am. Every day she goes to work, the second she’s gone im getting changed onto makeup wig nails shoes. My entire body is shaved, my toes have been painted for over 6 years now I do my toes every week. I even take her daughter’s dirty panties and wear them. And I have 4 different guys in their 60s that use me when they want. It’s as close to being a girl as I can be. My dick don’t even get hard for women it’s only hard when I am getting used. I wish every day I was born with a vagina
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