50 First Dates

I learned to survive by compartmentalizing my experiences: family, friends, love, break ups, trauma, etc. It works very well to get over things but there is a hiccup. Due to a injury I suffer from short term memory loss like Drew Barrymore on 50 First Dates. Today, I can pour my heart out, today I may meet someone but tomorrow I may forget them if I do not text myself a note or write it down. Lists help but it is incredibly frustrating sometimes. Not sure why God holds me hostage on prison planet. I only love 5 people out of the thousands I do remember or have supported, that are not even worth remembering. 😣

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