my mothers need to keep people in the dark about stuff

my mother is a person who likes to stop and stunt growth and development and change for the better for her kids. she never was a parent who shows her kids HOW. how to fix something or where to go to learn. There is something cunning and sneaky about her that she called it jealousy. I notice jealousy is a big thing she talks about and seems to need in conversations and around her to make her feel some how fakely stable. I accept I am not that good at some things and we all have our talents but she won’t help teach her own kids the how, how to make something, how to fix something, HOW TO FEEL POSITIVE AND WORTH IT. And its not like she ever missed out in love life or work or education but there is this lack of wanting to be a real mother. She makes a basic meal for dinner with little effort and expects too much praise she never ever gives her own kids. WHO here is the real sucker and drainbow hey? and trust me she is a rainbow gay lesbian woman who abuses her daughter, ie me, and it is sickening. What a mad control freak.

What do you think?

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