ive always celebrated my birthdays and always been excited for them.My grandma died a few days before my birthday last year.That made me depressed and i still am.The birthday after my grandma died i cried.Everyone cried.The worst part was is that my mother cried on my lap wanting to kill herself.That was the first birthday i never celebrated.The first birthday i didnt get anything but its okay because i understand not getting anything so i admit i sound spoiled right now.I have never celebrated my birthday like the way i used to before.My grandmas death and the sadness around me that day scarred me and each time i even think about it i want to cry.Life has never been easy but my grandma was there for me losing her was the worst day of my life.
I will never forget her and will always miss her
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