I agree with the confession, “unwed mother I have to make decisions”.
Yes I’m another married lesbian. I got married in part because it was the expected thing to do. It’s how society works. I was attracted to guys because I was supposed to be. I didn’t know I was lesbian.
I thought that cocks were weird. At first I was fascinated with how the cock worked. Limp and small one minute and then large and hard the next minute. That’s a rapid change for no apparent reason. With a little rubbing, it squirts a load of sticky goo all the way across the room. The sticky gooey stuff is the part that I like the least. I find it disgusting.
Early on in the relationship he was interested in me and my satisfaction. But after marriage he just wanted blowjobs. I don’t have any problem with sucking on his cock although I usually wash it first. I do have a problem with the sticky gooey stuff. Rubbing his shaft up and down is easy enough but it always ends with the spray of the disgusting sticky gooey stuff.
I agree that it’s not hard to fulfill my marital duties. It’s just five minutes, done two or three times a week. You merely have to find out what makes him hard, and makes him ejaculate the quickest. Then it’s done and over. He’s happy, I’ve done my duty and we have a happy home.
In my case I simply expressed myself and I took charge of the marriage. I also took charge of him and his cock. I discovered that he likes it that way. A smack or two on his balls and he gets hard. I also force him to lick my bun. He’s not as good at it as my girlfriends. I’ve trained him to wear a rubber so I don’t have to put up with the sticky gooey ejaculate. It’s much more tidy that way.
On the rare occasion when he wants intercourse the rubber protects me from getting pregnant and from that gooey mess which I don’t want inside me. It also shows my control over his cock. He must obey me and put on his rubber or he gets no ejaculation. It’s my house, so it’s my rules. He wants his cock to squirt everyday but I limit him to two or three times a week depending on how well he has behaved. It’s a privilege that he has to earn.
I understand that this arrangement won’t work out for all marriages but I highly recommend a female dominated marriage. It’s the only way to go. It doesn’t matter if you are straight, bi, or lesbian, make sure you control the marriage and you own his cock and balls. It’s best to get some ‘insurance” on him like pics of him in panties or something else that controls him so he can’t rebel. A combination of things is best, like pics, a journal, video, a confession, a written agreement, etc. The more you have, the better and the more you control him. Psychological conditioning is good too if you understand psychology and can use it. And that includes punishment for breaking your rules. Your rules aren’t very important if he can break them without penalty. There has to be consequences.
I have a number of girlfriends and I go out with them. I tell him that we are going shopping, going to lunch, playing cards and etc. In fact I’m having sex with them but he hasn’t a clue. He’s lost in his own little world which, like most men, revolves around his cock. I still think cocks are weird but I’m no longer fascinated by them. Sex with another woman is much more satisfying. Lots of lesbians are married because it provides a home for their kids.
Men are very odd in that he’d be very upset if I was getting banged by other men but he’d love watching me have sex with my girlfriends. I think most males are jealous little boys and very possessive so they can’t tolerate watching their wife with another man. But since males love having a hard cock, it is OK to watch their wife with another woman. It’s all about their cocks.
I don’t let him know that I’m lesbian. I don’t let him know that I find cocks and balls and ejaculate to be weird and repulsive. I just give him five minutes and do it two or three times a week. He is happy, my child has a happy home and I have great sex with my girlfriends. It all works out well.
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