When I met her I didn’t know she had done porn but when we started to get serious she told me all about it. She had done around 12 porn videos. She even gave me copies to watch on my own so I could decide if I wanted to continue the relationship.
I went home and watched them all, everything from sex with other woman to sex with multiple men. She had changed her hair color and her look but I could tell it was her. One ended with a bunch of men shooting their cum all over her face and body and her licking it off.
They excited me. I called and told her I was good with this and it was in her past. I copied the videos and returned the ones she gave me to her. I didn’t tell her I copied them. We married and sometimes when I was alone I would watch them and get aroused.
One day I was home alone and took them out. Halfway thru one were she was fucking several guys she came home and caught me. I had to admit to her then that they turned me on. She watched them with me from then on and we always enjoyed them ending up with us fucking. That led to discussions about if I wanted to see her fuck other guys in person.
We are still talking about it but I feel she wants to do this, that she misses having sex with other men. I do wonder how I would feel?
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