Sometimes when I hang out with my friends I get this unshakable feeling that I am tired of hanging out with them. I feel so immensely guilty because I love them to bits, but a part of me is aching to finally go into a new era of my life to meet new people and try new things. I’m going back to college (hopefully) at the end of this year, after having dropped out a year ago, and it cannot come soon enough. I just feel so stagnant, but a part of me is hoping that by meeting new people and maybe becoming a “new me”, it might help to liven these friendships up. But maybe I’m just telling myself that. Either way, I just needed to get it off my chest.
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