I have no one to tell this to without feeling so stupid, no friend I trust to hold secrets or whatever. Or someone who won’t shame me. But I have a crush on my Professor. It’s stupid I know, “Everyone experiences this!” I know. But it doesn’t make me feel any less s***** or weird. I feel weird for liking him. I feel stupid for feeling both nervous and comfortable around him. And I hope how he actually listens to me.
I know I’m just seeing one side of him and whatnot, I read all the articles with people asking the same question as I did. Seeing if this is normal. But God, sometimes I can’t help but wish this was allowed. Sometimes I wish I could just get this off my chest so I can move on and stop thinking about him.
I wish he didn’t make me feel so comfortable. And I wish he didn’t like me the way he does. Platonic but makes me so stupidly hopeful.
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