Peach Fitted Knit Dress

Peach fitted knit dress,
there is a space between
the top button
and the next one,
which is where
I want my heart and lips to be.

Never expected to feel this way about you beautiful. Finally watched your Fb video today from a few days ago. Which is you basically hinting that 3 of the songs in my dreams, not written by you per se, were still the Universe leading me back to you via your favorite cover tunes..lol.. Funny, not funny smarty pants.😉 Well let me just state for the record, I do not choose the songs that cue in my dreams, that is the angels job. It is how they communicate to me, drop hints regarding premonitions or upcoming events/people/places/things and awaken me from my dreams. Sometimes I get the whole song, or a line of a lyric or just a chorus. It depends on the message they choose to convey. Every day it is different. No bs. Whether you believe it or not it has been this way for six years since my car accident. I cannot control the Dreamtune songs that wake me from my slumber. Apparently, well at least for 44 days all songs except for a few were leading to you.

In retrospect, that is probably my fault because I prayed for you that day intensely. Actually 3 times that month. Did a little distant pranic healing work on you and your chakras. I picked up an old sorrow on you that needed to be cleared. So your energy lingered over me like the Charlie Brown rain cloud…but in the form of specific songs. However I did not consider all the years of musical training you had in the resonance of love and joy. Basically, in a unknowing exchange you zapped me because your energy is so powerful. The first few days were surprising but as your music kept invading my Dreamtunes; by day 20 I felt like I was falling in love, and by the 30th day I felt drunk in love. After you cleared the gift I gave you, I felt a little relief, not so much pull. Then by the 37th day your music was still lingering. You never called me, which I hoped you would (since you are a more awakened soul.) So I decided to pull up one of your interviews where you sing, so I could have your visual presence and blonde locks, hovering over me like a women on top, intentionally invoked your name and astral projected making love to you in great detail Friday night in 5D via masturbation/sex magic and OMG it worked. By the 44th day, instead of hearing your full songs, only sporadic snips of your voice or lyrics remain. I sincerely think it was past life energy trying to complete itself, like it needed the final two pieces of the puzzle for closure.

Honestly, I have never had anyones energy effect me so powerfully. It was overwhelming. I see souls not shells. And there was no space to contact you to take your hand and say,”Come with me, because I need to kiss and make out with you at the corner table under the moonlight with a bottle of wine to correct the flow of energy between us.” It’s not appropriate and honestly, you are set in your ways and would not give me the time of day. I refrain from commenting on your social media pages to not be a creepy troll..lol.. I also think you may have a boyfriend or partner. Can’t imagine someone as lovely as you being single.

Also the reason I know it is a past life connection, is when you said, “Maybe I made love the night before, maybe I didn’t.” Suddenly the thought of you being intimate with anyone but me made my heart hurt/sad. I decided instead of resisting all the repressed loving emotions your energy brought up in me unexpectedly, after a month I embraced them. Now that I know you do soundbaths I was doing them as well, we coincidentally have spiritual things in common. Now I know without a doubt I was your spouse and lover in a past life. There is no other explanation for me unless you are casting love spells.

I think you are an amazing woman, classy,smart and sweet. You are beautiful in a multi dimensional way. Being your friend would be such a blessing but the problem is the past life part of me is still energetically (not rationally) in love with you. And I cannot spend the rest of my life being close to a woman I am unable to kiss, to hold, to make love to or to touch. It would be like torture. And you are way to comfortable in your “charming player comfort zone’ to change. Although cooking you a romantic dinner and kissing your lips would be a dream come true. We are the opposite, my Pisces bff and I have been besties for 25 years. Loyal serial monogamist. You could come home to my arms for the rest of your life if that is what you really wanted, and I would make love to you every night.

But love cannot be forced, so I will continue loving you and being your lover in my 5D dreams from a distance. No communication, no love. 😉 Honestly, you would have to sneak up on me by surprise because your energy overwhelms my circuitry and I would avoid you for the simple fact a glance from your blue eyes turns me on.

Ps: My apologies for the invite on short notice, I did not realize you reside on the West Coast now. I sent you two messages via Instagram but the controlling 3rd party got so jealous they blocked my account while traveling and I could not reach you. My cyberstalker is obsessive, so just know I am not neglectful of you. I do think of you. My communications get blocked or intercepted. Seriously, they try to keep me isolated all the time. Text me 2 dates & times I can consistently reach you, we can set up a zoom or call me when in doubt, esp if you have not received a response from me. I do think of you, often.