I THOUGHT I WOUDN’T BE HURT AGAIN. I BECAME COLD HEARTED PERSON SINCE MY MOM PASSED AWAY, I NEVER GET ATTACH TO ANYONE AND I ALWAYS DISTANCE MYSELF FROM PEOPLE. SINCE YESTERDAY, I DO FEEL THE PAIN, I DON’T KNOW WHY. THIS IS FIRST TIME AGAIN THAT I’M HURT BADLY, AFTER YEARS HAD PASSED I THOUGHT I WON’T BE AFFECTED WITH ANY EMOTIONS. BUT THEN, WHEN I’VE HEARD A NEWS ABOUT HIM, THE PERSON THAT I LOVE FOR A LONG TIME, MY HEART ACHES AGAIN. IT MIGHT BE UNREQUITTED LOVE BUT IT HURTS SO BAD. HE’S ALREADY INLOVE AGAIN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. HE IS WILLING TO GIVE UP WHAT HE HAVE RIGHT NOW JUST TO BE WITH HER. PERHAPS I’M JUST FEELING BAD BECAUSE I NEVER HAVE A CHANCE , EVEN SO HE KNOWS MY FEELINGS. I WAS DECEIVED BY MY OWN EMOTIONS, I FEEL THAT WE ARE SOULMATES. BUT MAYBE SOULMATES THAT AREN’T DESTINED TO BE WITH EACH OTHER.
I’M HAPPY FOR HIM, HE ALREADY FOUND THE GIRL HE CAN SPEND HIS LIFETIME AND THE GIRL WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF HIM.
IF WE’RE DESTINED TO MEET EACH OTHER AGAIN SOMEDAY, IT WILL HAPPEN. BUT I HOPE OUR FATE DOESN’T CROSS AGAIN.
I’M DESTINED TO BE ALONE IN THIS WORLD BUT IT DOESN’T MATTER.
MAYBE I SHOULD BE THANKFUL THAT WE DIDN’T GET IN A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE THE PAIN WILL BE TOO MUCH. NOW I REALIZED THAT ” IF I CAN’T BEAR THE PAIN WHEN IT LOST, THEN I SHOULD NEVER HAVE IT IN A FIRST PLACE”.
THIS IS THE LAST, GOODBYE MY LOVE.
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