I sabotage my friendships because I was unable to receive love from my mother and father. So, I only know lust and it’s killing me. Food binges, can’t find a Sponsor and almost caused myself a heart attack. I’m addicted to images and I’m in a 12-Step program. God is the answer and surrender, but I never feel God around me. I only feel pain, even on my better days because I can’t accept my losses, or my past. I’m always stuck, so inevitably it’s back to the rabbit hole.
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