I got married too quickly, I thought I knew him and I was so wrong.. he’s manipulative, controlling, and abusive.. he hits me every day. Yesterday I counted throughout the day and it was almost 10 times. He’s made it so I have no one to turn to, and no where to go. I want to die, it gets worse every day. I ruined my life for him, turned myself inside out. There is no getting better after this, I only have one way out. I hope my family knows how much I love them, and how sorry I am..
Prepare yourself. Collect as much money as you can find and jewlery. One day wake up early. Put your cloths quietly and leave the house. Don’t tell any one. Don’t talk to anyone in your way. drive as far as you can get from him. Do it for several days. sleep in parks or other public places. when you reach a “far enough” city, start over your life. find some job. find a boyfriend (don’t look to get marry again, just to live with a spouse). After time, you’ll forget your past. If you fill urge to talk to your family and explain them that you decided to run (and meybe why..), call them from a public place not in the city you live on. Don’t keep old connection. just start over. maybe even move to another continent (Europe?, Australya?). Your situation sound bad, BUT it is NOT constant, unless YOU decide it is..