the most frustrating thing is not having stability

in a job, a future, income, home of your own, husband, there is just nothing. all the study has been a waste of time. all of it. I am old and tired. I have no children to help take care of me in disabled old age. no one ever puts me first. no one likes my fine ideas and mind set about decent values and installing goodness back in the world, I been preaching this all my life. Doing all kinds of study and basic odd bod jobs from housekeeping and cleaning to medical office, clerk to retail and nothing has ever worked out. I never get a graduation day or party. no one misses me but me. They don’t even teach that anymore. Old age in poverty on the street don’t sound great when you spent a life time resourcing materials of knowledge and just cuz I am not a wiz on a computer it means nothing and even jobs in IT and technology are going too.

What do you think?

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