I make up elaborate life plans so no one worries about me. When I say I want to study abroad, majoring in psychology, and then come back and do mental health studies/research, mostly focusing on cognitive theory…it’s total bullshit. Yes, I love learning about cognitive theory and psychology, yes I want to go to another country, but I know I won’t be alive by the time I’m old enough to. If i have a clear “driving force to live” or whatever you all won’t worry about me, so when I kill myself it will be “out of total left field.”
I’m riding out these last few years, and then my lie will come to an end.
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