Around 6 months ago I met a wonderful young woman during a drawing event – she wasn’t caked in make-up or glammed up to the hilt – she was plain, down-to-Earth and honestly, one of the prettiest people I’ve ever met. The only person who after meeting, I had to draw because the feelings I had, the initial “buzz” were so strong. I wholly expected these feelings to subside – but they haven’t.
I occupy myself, I keep myself busy, in fact I’ve gotten a new job and have made great progress professionally. But there she is, slap bang in the middle of my thoughts and it drives me crazy. I feel stupid, pathetic even to be so enamoured by someone. I thought about contacting her but chose not to and by this point I’ve left it too late to act on these feelings. My hope is that I meet her again, even if the outcome is a harsh reality of “no, this girl actually isn’t your cup of tea”, it’s better than having what feels like an obsession.
If nothing else I’m confessing that I AM obsessed with this woman and wherever she is and whatever she’s doing, I hope she’s happy – because she’s taken up more of my time than anyone has the right too, but i’ll admit, it’s a nice feeling.
Sincerely,
An enamoured pleb
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