My past is haunting me

When I was younger I used to show my people on omegle and kik my tits for no reason. I was never horny; I just wanted someone to call me pretty. I got confident one day and showed my face to two people i’m pretty sure. One older man and one random dude from India (knowing me it was probably a couple more, but those are the ones I remember). Everytime I have a flashback to those days, I cringe and wonder if my nudes have been leaked. This was several years ago. However, the moment I get weird looks in the hall I think I was leaked. I randomly stopped one day when I realized what I was doing was bad.

What do you think?

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  1. Similar circumstances different specifics for me. I was radicalized politically when I was young and left a trail of horrible posts on the internet I’m worried now as an adult it’ll catch up with me and someone will use it against me. But my comfort to you is this, the chances you were recorded are low, and the chances of someone who did release them on the internet where someone you know will see them is even lower. There’s also not much you could do to prevent it if they did, so I’d recommend taking the path of the stoic and accepting your circumstances, then moving on.

  2. I did exactly the same things. I did it on omegle and another platform I cant even remember. It started when I was 8 because my older sister was doing it and sometimes I would be in her room. She would strip for guys and they would tell her to get me to do it so after a while I did it too. They told us to dance around naked and we did and to kiss each other and we did. My sister was 12 when I was 8 and we probably did it like 50 times. guys said all kinds of things of sex they wanted to do but I didnt even know what the words meant at first until she told me later. They told us to do a lot of things and we jsut did it. I dont think I would have if it hadn’t been for my sister but I dont actually know.

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