I’m obsessed with my ex friend who ghosted me because she couldn’t handle me telling her I was sick. Fck her narcissistic, cowardly issues.
I miss talking with her, but she had and had become overly fake and an alcoholic because she’s in denial over everything. I still want her and miss the few times we got it on when she was so hypomanic, she was in another universe. Incredible girl in that regard.
I never mentioned what happened because I knew she’d get weird assuming she even remembered. A good friend doesn’t bring it up unless they do first. She never did, so I just never said anything.
She would bring it up when drunk and feeling sorry for herself when her loser husband didn’t pay attention to her. She was so hot, I always thought he was gay or having an affair. Likely the latter.
She pretends she’s fine when I know she’s a disaster. I am too in other ways, but I can’t stop thinking about her sexually and in general. This was the fun her that he destroyed and the alcohol ruined the rest.
She always hated herself but was a fragile, sweet girl, but until the childish ghosting for a grown woman out of nowhere, I loved her. Now I just miss her and often hate myself for doing so. Miss you Mary Why did you have to get so childish?
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