my father says i’m greedy but i dont have designer clothes like black and arab women do. i never found a real boyfriend for romace yet. my mother steals my clothes or hides them . my sister plays games on me , like steals men and clothing on me. yesterday she said “do you have any spare toothpaste when my products came from like a mlm buying products for a charity out of my own pocket going without entertainment or holidays and food to buy these things for a business and my charity side line. its like she knew I got them. I struggle financially. I get the feeling my father thinks I buy all these products for myself to use. when I was told by an upline manager to buy in advance before the depression coming in 2025 and what doesn’t sell you can write off on tax to a charity. I have been a product buyer for a company before. as a purchase assistant you get to help the orders and stock in and out monitoring. I actually like the job idea but the business is not affording to run yet on its own. Its me going without to fund it for the last 14 years. more so since covid. Its like they complicate life for me. don’t want to see me succed in anything at all. not love. not work not anything. I get so angry and hurt at the abuse and labels and attacks at me from so many direections just trying to be a person with a half life. they literally wanted to teach me chemistry half life topics at half life 50. ok. this is the deal guys. the bullshit you are sold. I literally have had no friends of my own who will love me from the start without owing them or proving a thing. I suffer and I am in pain every day for this business with absoultely no love at all in my world other then insults. if you call that love.
for me the business/charity started from addiction and loneliness and also from sadness seeing others suffer I was giving to charities the last number of years to make me feel better about myself even though I don’t get much personally , it helped me to help others. but no one bothers to help me without an insult.
how would it be with a charity I threw the charity products at people and kicked their ass walking out and called them a choice names and have a sign up saying “I am as broke as fuck but fuck my business and charity up , i am sick but wreck my body so you can feel better you lazy homeless bum”
car accident injuries and assault injuries aching like crap and faking the smile for decades is taking a toll on me.
how about someone else pay the toll and buy my products so i get money back when the bomb of all depressions lands before 2025. cuz brace your asses it is.
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