When I was around 6 years old my mom had a friend with 3 sons. The oldest was 16 the middle one was 8 and the youngest was about 5.
We would always go to my mom’s friend house for parties and gatherings. At one of those parties late night the adults all drunk the oldest one tells me to come to his room…the middle child is there too.
He locked the room but I didn’t really make anything of it.
The oldest said he wanted to show me something. I said okay. The middle one is just watching. He sits on this gamer chair and takes out his dick. I had never seen one before so I was kind of freaked out and froze. It was hard and really big. He said to touch it so I did. He said to lick it and suck it so I did a little bit. The whole the middle child just stood there and watched.
Months passed and I couldn’t stop thinking of that and anytime we would go back to their house and they would come over the oldest one would ask me if I remembered what he showed me. One time we were playing hide and seek and he came into my hiding spot standing behind me. Pressing on my small butt. He would whisper things in my ear and say can you feel that… He grabbed my hand placed it on his hard dick. It was like a rock. He kept pressing it on my butt harder and harder humping me. I think he came because he made a very hard noice.
I had to sleep over their house one time. I slept in the living room but that didn’t stop him from messing with me. This time the middle child was there too. They both kept groping me. I was laying on my tummy I kept trying to pretend I was sleeping but they didn’t care. They pulled my pants down but just to expose my butt. And the middle child pressed his face into my butt. The oldest one came to my face and put his hard dick on my lips he said he knew I was sleeping and to lick it.
Am I the only one that now after years and years now an adult get so wet thinking about the things they did to me. They abused me and it was wrong but now I think about it alot.
I have two cousins, both male and one is older and the other one younger than I am. Whenever my mom had to work during the summer she would drop me off at their house, I was around ten the first time it happened. We were downstairs in the rec room as it was called, just the corner area with some old furniture and a TV, they were wrestling and I was watching then suddenly got dragged off the couch and they were tickling me. The older one was sitting on my legs and the other one on my arms, I was stretched out and pinned. They pushed my shirt up covering my face with it and started playing with my breasts and nipples, next my pants were pulled down, I felt fingers all over my vagina and breasts and I just laid there not saying anything waiting for them to stop. the next day the same thing happened again, I just went with it not wanting to say anything to either my mom or aunt about it.
Years later and I am married, about two years go by and we are happy and living a great life, I was laying in bed one night and just started thinking about it again and all the feelings I had when they did it to me. I asked my husband if he would tie my hands to the headboard and feet to ends of the bed frame and tickle me, I knew it would turn sexual and was wanting it to badly, he did not let me down. Minutes later my pajama top was up to my neck and my bottoms were pulled down to my knees, he asked me if I was okay and I told him yes and keep going as long as he wanted. I had my eyes closed fantasizing I was in the basement again, cousins sexually playing with me. Crazy I know but I found it a huge turn on.