If you’re not pretty enough or young enough for anything more than meaningless sex with the good looking guys, you gotta settle for a man you know you’ll never love. Then you gotta convince him, everybody else, AND YOURSELF that you’re really “attracted” to him. It’s so emotionally and mentally draining. I’m fucking DONE playing this bullshit game society expects women to play! Why should I basically prostitute myself for a wedding ring, anyway? Emotional and companionship needs? That’s what FRIENDS are for. Money? I make my own. Sex? LMAO! I can stay single and fuck WAY better looking guys any time I want to. Social pressure? Whatever. I’m not the one reducing herself to a dishonest prostitute and trying to convince herself it’s a noble act.
Awww you poor thing, you get to do whatever you want but life sucks π’