I’m still in love with my ex boyfriend of many years ago. I pretend I’m fine but I’m not. I think about the passion, his voice, his sense of humor and his body often. Sometimes when I’m having sex, I need thoughts of him in order to climax. It’s hard enough not to moan his name when I orgasm but I don’t. He was amazing in bed and my husband isn’t. I fake it unless I think of my ex.
The way you are treating your husband is disgusting. If this is the way you feel why on earth did you get married?
This is unbelievably unfair to your husband, you are far too immature to be married