My first cousin (42) and I (35) didn’t see each other too often while growing up. She did baby sit me once, and came to some of my birthdays as kids, but not much more than that.
So 6 years ago now, she messaged me on Facebook out of the blue. I was divorced and single. She lived with an abusive life partner for over a decade. We really hit it off, and messaged each other every day for about 9 months and our conversations went very well. In that time, she became my best friend! She even had me come over and change her AC motor, invited me to her sons graduation party in their yard, and even invited me camping, which I went to! Her dude was there each time too unfortunately.
I wasn’t really thinking anything romantic about her, just that we were best friends, really enjoyed talking to each other, and enjoyed hanging out together on shopping trips! Yeah, she would go shopping without him, and would always invite me to accompany her, and I was more than happy to oblige every single time! We got our alone time in together, but nothing ever went sexual. We just loved hanging out together.
That changed when she asked me for a pic, and she sent me one of her with some cleavage, relaxing in her yard in the sun. I thought that was pretty hot, I sent her a pic of my body while I was sitting on a folding chair in the sand, nothing special. She replied “Sexy” to it. From then on, I felt and knew we could have a relationship! Seriously, after months of talking every day and hanging out at Target, I never tried or considered anything sexual with her! But we talked and talked more and more romantically after that. Over the next few weeks, I helped her gain the courage to finally kick him out! The day before she finally kick him out, we were walking in the park, and holding hands. I found a tiny painted rock that had “LOVE” painted in it! We continued walking and my hand truly accidentally brushed across her nice and plump ass! We walked a few more steps to under a tree and shared our first kiss!! She finally kicked him out the next day, and we have been together ever since!
Now let me tell you, we are true soulmates! We are so in tune with each other, and can literally feel each other’s emotions! We finish each other’s sentences, and are on the same wave length, always thinking the same thing, and usually have the same wants at the same time! We can’t hide anything from each other, and that’s good! Our sex together is phenomenal most of the time! I fit inside her perfectly, and she wraps me like a mold, and I feel heaven itself every time I’m inside her! We are so happy to be together, and can’t wait to spend each day together after work! We live in a state where cousin marriage is fully legal and unrestricted, but we are married on a much deeper level than state law. Our souls finally found each other! We were meant to be! Soulmates really do exist, and they could be your first cousin, just as my soulmate is❤️
Yeah, I’ve been in a relationship with my cuz for 18 years now. I felt the same way. It’s a tough way to live your life. Best of luck.