crazy crush on brothers bff

3 years ago my brother had this best friend [call him tee] i had this biggest crush on him but he was 15 and i was 12. i really never had a chance with him, well I thought…. me and his cousin were close she was supper nice so as her mom. i would go over her house to talk and chill with her and he would also be their but in another room, the next morning me my brother, her and my crush wait at the bus stop. he made Sevier eye contact with me before walking up and starting a conversation. i nervously said “hi” and he said hey and smirked, he was like” what part of the bus are your sitting at” i said the back and he said cool and walked off. the bus pulled up and i went to the back of the bus like i said i would and tee was behind me, i said am i in your way? he said no. i proceeded to walk to the back and he sat beside me i didn’t think much of, he said lets switch seats i said sure he moves close by the window. the bus starts moving 3 minutes later. i feel his hand brush against mine and i do it back 35 sec later he grabs my hand and rubs it on his ding-dong, it felt like a rock in his pants I’m thinking to myself WTFFF. I tried to brush it off but he grabbed my hand once more and puts it inside in pants my brother was 4 seats up, so he didn’t see anything as i got off the bus I was in shock. i dint tell nobody nor did i talk to anybody. the whole 8 hours in school i was trying to come up with ways to avoid him, the bell rung we got out of school normally I’ll say hey or hi but i walked right past him and sat at the front of the bus that continued to 1-2 weeks. he came to realization that I was avoiding him i went over his cousin house on Friday and didn’t know he was there because his dad would come get him, so as i walk up to the house he pops up out of nowhere and grabs me by my neck, slams me too the car and starts aggressively kissing me. as i struggled to push him off of me because I didn’t give him consent to kiss on me, he remove’s him hands from my neck because he heard someone open the door, i stared gasping for air. i ran home and lied down and i had a phone notification and it was him saying” why are you avoiding me, i liked the way you rubbed on my d****” .i blocked him because i was so afraid or getting exposed to something i didn’t willingly do, 6 months go by and i still didn’t tell anybody. he would date my friends to hurt me but deep down i really didn’t care, i was just glade everything was over. 3 years later i found out his cousin that i thought was supper nice actually had animosity towered me because they hand sexual matters going on between them. she also is pregnant by tee now and she’s 15 and he is 17-18 now. I SWAER TO GOD THIS IT ALL TRUE!!!

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