my mothers shortness has been projected on me. she always told me no man would want me. when what she really felt was no man wanted her but she was married. I think she didn’t want me married so I just lay around all day now giving her what she wanted. my dad has a similar attitude. he seems to think I should go to him for love or whatever and I can’t. no one can. my father is not a loving or honest man. he always says men wouldn’t want me due to his small wallet syndrome. so I don’t work either to give him what he wanted. Most people I meet didn’t want anything good for me, so I just walked away and gave them what they wanted as well. I can’t fight them. I can’t fight their power. its like a weird cult and you would be so suprised how many people are like this. I even said to jess the other day. I hope my younger cousin gets all in life that I couldn’t. they can all work it out for themselves they are so above humanism. teachers used to put me down all the time too. I am ugly, I am dumb, I am lazy. I am unable. ok. so what next ? death?
Your situation sucks but only you can decide how you deal with it, are you going to sit there and let them be right or are you going to get up and do something about it?