Some people say u don’t need anyone but i feel different. Not so long ago i had situationship, i never wanted that to be relationship but she was hooked on me. I can’t hide that i used her for some time and than broke up.
After few months she got shot, and was in hospital for a while. I never went to visit her and now people we knew together watch me differently.
But my point of view was different i never wanted to give her false fate. Fate in love. I mean i dont believe in love because i never felt it. But if someone is dying and you give them wrong signal…. She would expect that i love her and that ill be there for her, maybe i am peace of s… From some points but i cant so that. And now i think it came for me. Day after day its getting worse.
It started with alot of things not gonna say that im abusing something but i stepped hard on it. Life started to suck. It started to be tough, maybe its karma maybe something else. And i don’t think i can save my self, im down in the hole and evry day it gets darker. And the thing i expect is for someone to throw me rope in there. Hug me. And say im worth something…..
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