I love him, i do. I just have a really bad relationship with my mom. i want to give him everything, everything. i want to have kids, get married, finish college. do all of that, but my parents keep telling me im not strong enough to live on my own. im just so scared of the future. he told me i talk to my mom disrespectfully and in that moment i just felt like he wasnt on my side. he just doesnt understand what i went through with her and everytime i try to talk about it he said hes not ready to hear it.
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