Honestly im just gonna get to the point, so ive been having violent thoughts for the past couple months and theyre getting more and more frequent, like not self harm but just the thought of hurtings others, i obviously dont act out on them but im scared i might one day in blind rage or something stupid like that, and the fact i got fucked up mental health probably doesnt help. i really needed to get this off my chest somewhere
So update, I’m on meds now cuz of frequent breakdowns and occasional suicidal thoughts.