Me and my best friends C” and K” have all been super close since 6th grade. 4 years later K” came out to us as bi. We were super supportive, and it didn’t damage our friendship whatsoever. even though were all good friends I’m closest with C”, she has always suspected I wasn’t straight and said that if I ever ended up liking a girl to tell her first. At this point I was pretty sure I wasn’t straight just like all my friends thought considering I’ve looked up Doja cat’s boobs. Months later me and C” tried out for the volleyball team. All the girls at the tryout were super supportive but one girl in particular named Laura caught my eye. We had similar humor and a lot in common. We all ended up making the team and I ended up developing a crush on Laura. I ended up getting covid and had to miss a tournament. During that tournament C” set up Laura with K”. Laura is absolutely obsessed with K” and K” is obsessed with Laura. It’s all anyone’s been talking about for months. Every time we hang out, we end up having long conversations about Laura and how great C” is for setting them up while I just have to listen and smile. The worst part is not being able to tell anyone about my first girl crush and how I discovered I was also bi. Eventually winter formal came around and K” asked Laura to be her date. Laura couldn’t make it to dinner with us, but we ended up going with a big group of friends. At the dinner accidentally said something about how I was bi when I was just talking to K” alone but luckily no one else heard. As I was about to turn around and explain to her that I didn’t want her to tell anyone she announced it to the whole table. I’ve been holding back my anger for so long; I didn’t tell C”Or K” about how I liked Laura just so I wouldn’t ruin their relationship but at this point I don’t give a shit if I ruin their relationship.
I also recently found out I’m bi after developing a crush on a girl I know, so I understand how you feel