It happened this summer when my brother and her separated. My brother is an asshole and she caught him cheating. I went over to pick up some of his things and tried to calm her down at his request and try and get her to forgive him.
We sat and talked and she broke down and I just held her trying to comfort her, big mistake. She is a very nice woman, far more than he deserves but that afternoon she just lost it with me. Hours later I woke up in their bed next to her thinking what the fuck did I do?
I felt really bad and left. We met up half a dozen times after that but then she said she wanted to give my brother another chance. I was hoping they would divorce so I could have her. Now the plans for Thanksgiving are out, we are supposed to go to my parents house and I will have to see her with him for the first time since they got back together.
I think I am in love with her and seeing them together will kill me. I plan on getting sick and missing the dinner. I just got off the phone with her and she feels the same way, that maybe it is too soon for us to all be together. I can tell in her voice that she misses me too.
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