He never loved me but i still do

I have been in a Homosexual relationship with him for a longer time now and i was really in love with him, i loved calling with him and doing activities together. I was excited every day when i got to spent time with “him” and he was the only person i confessed my mental health problems to. One day i got into an argument with a Person i knew about my sexuality and i talked with him about that but then He said He didnt like homosexuals and said He is happy that he never loved me. It has been a longer time now and im still very unhappy but i just cant get rid of the love i have for him and its slowly hurting me