I cheated on her again, i went onto a chat website bought a subcription for 2 hours and now i regret it so much. i did it because i fell into a depression and i didnt think that i could keep this relationship going. im really stressed and i know its all my fault because i keep promising things to her then breaking my promises. ive done this before and i cant believe ive relapced. i hate myself and feel the lowests of the low. but i am going to make her happy no matter what. ill do it. ill fucking do it!!!!!!
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