i feel like a bad best friend. a bad coworker maybe. we work together and both applied to move higher up and mine is delayed, partially by my own choice but i think they wouldve asked me to either way. but she got it. and shes so happy and i get that. we talk all the time and im her best friend, so of course shes gonna ccome to me excited about it all and she has been. i want to be happy for her adn im trying to be the best i can but its so hard. every time she talks about it i jsut get upset. and i would never say it to her face because i know how excited and happy she is about it but i just. i feel like im gonna start resenting her for getting it and talking about it and being so happy to move up without me but i just. fuck i dont wanna feel like this i just want to be happy for herthe way i should be, i want to be supoortive.
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