First world problems of an idiot Okay so I just wanted someone to quiet my mind
Last year I dated this seriously cute, kind and amazing guy, who I had had a crush on for ages. Generally my crushes just go away (I dunno, people seem to find my quietness intimidating) , so I rarely date. This guy actually managed to ignore my weirdness and ask me out, and we got on really well.
Anyway, we only dated for about a month but during that time I started freaking out, god knows why, and thinking that I didn’t in fact like this guy. So being inexperienced in the art of dating, I just started to ignore him. Then I went to the next level and
Bored of Lifem. Well, nothing seems to be going great. Yes, I’m academically brilliant, but people now expect me to be awesome, so if i get a B i get yelled at. Even by teachers. Actually, stupid people do find it threatening. They call themselves extroverts, but the more accurate term is “drama queen/attention w.h.o.r.e combo.” If noise isn’t happening they get very threatened
I can’t get a girlfriend, partly beacuse I feel I’m ugly and let that show, and partly through lack of confidence. My last girlfriend cheated on me behind my back, broke up with me without telling me, then asked me back out. I said yes, then she cheated on me again and dumped me through text (at least hse let me know).
Anyone else had a similar problem? I just wanted someone to tell me that I should get over it or give me some advice I spose. Honestly, anything would be appreciated.
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