I got my first girlfriend pregnant, and although i didn’t push her to get an abortion, i was not really against it at the time.
I asked her if she wanted to keep the baby, and she said that she was still young and did not want to have a child at the moment. I was a student with about 1 and a half years left and she was thinking of starting school in the following winter. After she had the abortion, she started feeling depressed. I tried to help, i tried to be there emotionally and physically, but she did not let me help. After a while, she stopped texting me as much and when we had a call, we had nothing to talk about. This went on for about 1 year, and then she stopped calling, and texting, and then she blocked me.
It’s been 2 years now and i feel like i ruined her life by getting her pregnant and the subsequent abortion. I also now regret what i have done and i wish we had kept the baby. I don’t know what to feel and what to do about it.
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