That night i was a night i never want to relive. That night was heartbreaking. The moment ii said i hated you i wanted to apologize cry for your forgiveness but it had already been to late. you went offline and never spoke to me again. days later i found myself blocked.
I wish these words were meant for me. I wish this is what he thinks of me. But he told me recently he hopes I die alone since that’s what I deserve when I blocked him instead of ‘giving him a chance to apologize’.
I know they aren’t for me. But if they were… I hope you know I forgive you, even if it can never go back to the way it was.