Im 19 (soon to be 20), Nb. Depressed and alone. There’s one thing keeping me going right now, and its the promise that I’ll hold off on any self harm until im 50. Cause, if I get my life together by then, I’ll just end it. It’s not great but, it’s a burden off my shoulder. With today’s events, i don’t want to live in such a horrid world.
I thought that i would die in my 20s cuz everything that was happening back then. I still think that there is no point cuz of this horrid news i had been seeing lately. I hadn’t really accomplished anything yet but i felt this message. Thanks.