ive been feeling suicidal for ages now and i dont know what to do. because i have a good life theres no reason for me to be sad and it kills me inside because i have such amazing people around me. i self harm and i sometimes think i do it for attention so maybe someone will notice im not okay. i cant tell anyone all of this because i couldnt do that to the people i love. im gonna be a godmother and im in an amazing relationship with the girl of my dreams and i just dont understand why i feel like this when nothing has happened to me.
Don’t beat yourself up. Suicidal thoughts, depression and all are not easy things and even if your life is going well that doesn’t negate the fact you’re struggling. Wishing you the best dude