When I was 10, I started to get into porn and that kind of things. But when I grow up, I notice that not only I was interested on men, but that I wanted to be forced.
At my 12, started dating some old men, we had sex and all but no one wanted to be rough with me or a raping roleplay. Until one “kidnapped” me and forced me to have sex. I swear it was the first I reached an orgasm without touching me.
Now that I’m 24, I miss being raped, sometimes I watch some shots manga because I want to be a child again, and be raped several more times.
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