From my earliest memories I dressed boyish and was a tomboy around the house. I have five sisters so it is pretty obvious I wasn’t into any of the feminine stuff. My worst day was when I got my period. I grew small tits and small hips during puberty and I got away with boy clothes, and with short hair I looked like any other fourteen year old boy. The problem was when I was 19 I still looked like a fourteen year old boy. I got a girlfriend my first semester in college, boy was she pretty. Every father’s dream girl. She was a kisser and a hugger and enjoyed being fingered. We made love, pretended to fuck, bought a couple of dildos at the love store because we were over 18. My hand, my dildo, stuffed right in. I didn’t care for dildos, the idea of having a dildo up my you know what didn’t turn me on. I loved holding a dildo and threatening her with it, and then fucking her silly. She decided that she better go straight and she went off with this banker type pussy whipped boy.
After college I got a job working as a front desk manager for a motel. Not the glorious job, but it helped pay the rent. I had my group, and we hung out together and I had my share of girlfriends, some for a night or two. I never grew big, buff. I am still small and thin and look like a fourteen year old boy. I wanted my nipples pierced and they guy who was in the shop looking to get a tattoo told me to lay off that shit, a man wants to suck on a tittie, not taste metal, and that goes for my clit too. I answered him asking what if guys didn’t suck my titties, to which he answered what a waste. Then he turned to me on and said on second thought I will just take you with me and fuck you and suck on your titties and then we’ll talk about who sucks your titties.
The long and short is that he did take me with him, and I walked behind him for the three blocks to his apartment and went in to face my first dick. I didn’t know what I was doing and he stripped me naked and sucked my titties and fingered me before laying me down on the bed and fucking me. He fucked me, without any holding back and I got pregnant. Being pregnant was a mess and he refused to consider anything other than me going through it. I have birth on time and for being so small it was a wonder how easily she slipped out. He received the baby from the nurse attending and held her high over his head and said that she was his and he was taking her with him, if I wanted to be near my baby I had to come too.
Babies do funny things to you, I never thought that I would be one to nurse a baby but I did, my small tits had more than enough milk for her, and I fed her holding her close to me. When I was recovered from birthing he decided it was time for another one and he got me pregnant again. At that time I didn’t ever say no, whatever he decided was good enough for me. I was happy to make another one, a sister for my first born daughter. I seriously played with the idea of having six kids like my mother, but then I woke up and said two is enough for me.
I have feelings that extend to friends, girl friends, and I want and get lots of hugs and kisses. But when it’s time for bed I go to bed with him, no tattoos and no piercings. My hair is a tiny bit longer, and I wear earrings now. I wear dresses but not skirts, but I wear shorts more than anything. In the spring he likes flowers in my hair, and pink dresses. Now I look like a fourteen year old girl.
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