I stupidly believed he was separated and let things get out of hand. I didn’t really like him, but I was just lonely. It was my first “relationship” and it was full of lies. I hate the idea that this may turn me into someone who doubts people instead of someone who trusts people. I hate that I was lied to and that I was stupid enough to believe him. I’m glad it’s done. I just wish I could turn back time.
I am male, upper 60s, married. I have cheated many times. Most of my cheating is with escorts when I travel or on dating sites where I admit I am married. I have put profiles on dating sites when I travel and said I was single. And when I travel, and meet girls that think I am single, I play along, go out for dinner, walk in the park, talk, spend what time I can with them, and hopefully they will come back to the hotel with me. It works on occasion. I did go on one web site a few months before I was to attend a 4 day conference without my wife in a different city. Right away when I put up the profile a gal was interested and we chatted back and forth for months. a week before the conference I told her I was married, and asked if she still wanted to meet. She said sure, let’s met. We met for dinner on my first night in her city and she declined to come back to the hotel with me. The next night we had dinner again and she did come back to the hotel with me. We had incredible sex. We met the next 4 nights after my conference and fucked all night. I have not seen her since .Sex is fun. Look at it that way.