I feel like I brought shame to my family because I hadn’t took up all of opportunities that my school gave me to help me get a job. Now I feel like shit. I wish I could die already instead of being isolated and bored all of the time. If I am around anyone, I don’t have the courage to speak at all thanks to my trust issues. When I am sad, my family forces me to cheer up instantly when I really don’t want to. I feel fat and ugly when I look in the mirror. So yeah, if there was button that would either kill me or help me restart my life, I would press it. I don’t fucking care anymore.
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