OK GUYS I HAVE A QUESTION. PLEASE READ TILL THE END BCZ THIS IS SOOO CONFUSING,
So basically in college but there was this boy who i found irritating and he had a friend too. So basically that boy’s friend ( lets keep the name Ryan) wanted to tell me something for a few days but he was resistant and didn’t say anything. First of all i was already like a bit self conscious of the way i looked because i was bullied all high school for being ugly. And so i never thought that something like this would happen. So on Friday, it was the last period of college and this boy (Ryan) came and told, ” Don’t tell this to anyone. Promise me”. I was already in a hurry so I said like ,”Okay. Umm promise. I’m in bit of a hurry”. Ryan said,” I love you.” And then he ran away shy. He was like the topper of the class. I was basically the second rank. So when he told this, my heart skipped a beat. It was not because i liked him. I sometimes wanted to be in a relationship, but seeing how conservative my family is I just ignored such thoughts and focused on studies anyways. Like i said i found that boy irritating and so did i find his friends ( including Ryan). But why the hell did my heart skip a beat?!
Even today everyone ships me with him. But i have always denied the fact that i liked him. I even went and told him to not spread rumors about me and to not trouble me hence fourth. But sometimes i just blush thinking the fact i finally had a first proposal. Unfortunately i rejected him. I kinda feel bad for him. Didn’t mean to hurt his feelings. Guys please tell me. Why did my heart skip a beat and why did i blush???( Even after i hated him)
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