My Son Is Turning 20. He Was Turning 2 When I Came Out To His Father e at work then about 3 hours before I am off I won’t smoke anymore for the night. I will scrub my face and head with soap and put lotion to mask the smell of smoke. Then I spray my clothes with a smoke spray that hides the odors. So far she has had no clue that I’m smoking again. She would kill me if she found out as medical issues before I started smoking again where I had sepsis and has multiple surgeries on my lungs to drain fluids. I feel guilty about smoking again but I want to and need to
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