I hate myself, my face is so ugly compared to other girls my age and I’m so fat and stupid. My parents hate me and Yell at me for minor inconveniences i want to die in the least painful way possible, i want to die, my friends probobly wouldn’t care and neither would my boyfriend, no matter how many times he said he would be devestated if I died, i just can’t believe him. I’m probably not going to end it tonight, but most likely soon, I JUST WISH THE PAIN WOULD STOP…
Sorry the pain doesn’t stop not completely. The only thing you can control is you and how you react to the pain and life. Choose wisely but don’t be afraid to make mistakes. Also death takes away any chance of feeling good or making choices or even learning to deal with the pain.