I’m changing and can’t talk about it to anyone

I’m a str8 married man who finds himself without intimacy for years. I have never cheated. I hate objectifying women and so porn of women kind of turns me off. Found myself on a side street in new Orleans years ago in a club and a trans woman started heavily petting and seducing me. She kissed me and grabbed my cock and I came instantly. Years later I haven’t acted on it but now am only thinking about trans women. In the past year I’ve become secretly submissive, started exploring anal play, and can’t stop. I feel alone , don’t cheat but can’t talk to wife about it. Lately sub hypno femdom is making me so hard as I’ve become thoroughly into getting penetration with my secret anal dildo.

I feel trapped but don’t want to stop…or cheat on wife…I need to talk and don’t know how…this is the first time I’ve written it down…I shave my ass and balls and feel like an entire half of my sexual being is just waking up…

What do you think?

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