I’ve been dating since I was 9 years old and I have just barely built up the knowledge of what it means to be in a relationship. when I was younger i would date multiple people at the same time because i didn’t fully understand what a relationship was and i kept doing that and eventually i did it even though i knew it was wrong. im now in a relationship but there’s these 2 guys that I’m talking to aswell, they’re 4 years older than me and i have a thing for older men, i have really bad daddy issues and it causes me to like older men and look for that authority figure in my life and i’ve been dating older people for as long as i remember. anyway im planning on ghosting them after a while of having fun and blame it on the age gap but i mostly don’t want to deal with the consequences afterwards. I could honestly care less about how they would feel if i ghosted them but i don’t want to ruin this relationship if i get caught. the thing is, my boyfriend is rarely sexual with me and im a very sexual person so i need that sexual stuff in my life and if he won’t fulfill it ill get someone else to. anyway i needed to get this off my chest. thank you for reading this.
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