As a preteen little girl, I was sexually active with my step-father and his friend. I can’t call it abused because I loved what we did and I was never hurt physically. We mainly did oral and hand jobs. They took polaroids of me during that time. I have those photos now, I’m 25, and I get wet and excited and I masturbate looking at the photos and remembering what we did.
Is it wrong I don’t feel abused? I’m almost embarrassed by the fact it turns me on. Am I alone in these feelings?
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