I am not actually a joyful person. I am also not smart and competent. My family, friends and acquaintances thought I have it all but I am crying myself to sleep every night. I actually struggle everyday and is actually burdened with all sorts of problems. I would stay up late at night, making this excuse to make my assignments or study but it is actually a time for me to make up plans on how to escape my current situation and also go back to this cycle of crying myself to sleep. I don’t know if I am diagnosed with depression or anxiety but everyday is pretty hard. Guess what, I also give a lot of useful advices but I can’t help myself to be positive. It’s all a facade and I want to meet someone whom I can trust and just bare all these emotions out.
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