Another contribution to ny crying cycle is how my Mom wants to leave my Dad. I feel awful but at the same time, I have see how toxic their relationship is. Growing up, Dad made a lot of empty promises and understood that Mom got fed up by now. I want her to get the happiness she deserves, even if it means that I would act joyful to finally free her in this mess. I am here to support here even if a part of me is hurting for having our family broken. My brother already has a family and I can feel that he doesn’t care at all of his family left here in the province. I have no one to confide with and every night I am wishing that someone whom I can trust would help me release all of these emotions. Someone who would not judge me cause I have been through a lot my whole life. Just someone who can save me because I am drowning in my emotions. I need help.
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